Saturday, May 29, 2004

hmmm, so fast sunday morning again. yesterdae session was good lo, probably the best that i had in months. it started out as boring and lazy, den victor(not fuyo one)came and we discussed a little abt flares, hes a powermover oso. so glad that i found one person who thinks like i do abt flares. its the quality not the quantity that matters. yeah, we are going to get straight legs flare, bro. windmills improved again, yeah. got back my headspins tapping, yeah. can banana still, rollback elbow a little bit lost. air chair and air freeze getting better, yeah. but to put all in a senteance, i still have a long way to go, so i must jiayou.

zzz, yesterdae saw my ex. kinda felt low when i saw them hugging and kissing. zzz, jealous? i don know myself. maybe charlene is rte? i cant forget her? but its so long already, and i don feel that way until i see her. and he seems to be looking at my way when hes with her. me paronia~ most probably. hmmm, this feeling suxs. i decided not to try for the girl that i like so very much. if i were to be together with her, i know i will be the happiest man on earth, but i cant stand not being frens with her, coz i know nothing lasts forever. so scared, zzz. never mind, its sunday, meaning its a bike day. yeah going down to wash my bike.
gilbert at 5:50 PM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}